I feel like 6 times a week, coaching 3 times a week just isnt enough for me to excell at these high levels. Sometimes I feel like everythingI do just isnt enough. I am not trying to sound depressing, just a little discouraged at times, so much work. But if this were easy then everyone could and would do it. That is what makes us stand out, that is what makes us great. Sorry this is a short post, just a real post. I am tired of my job, all I can think about is jiu jitsu and my baby boy. He already shows great promise in the sport, he can mount and even say it!!! He knows what it is, and is constantly mounting mommy when I say mount. I know this sounds horrible, but it is the makings of a prodigy.Just a busy mind , that is all that is happening. I think some deep meditation will help me to focus and clear my mind. Ah well, back to working, going to miss the training with Bruno Bastos today, grrrrrr should of faked sick or something.
- I'll show you how great I am.
